Statement

and you gave up
...on me
...on us
You gave in
...to fear
...to your own fears

Why did you ask me to fight my own then
Why,
Above all,
did you fight them so fiercely then
fiercely to the point of defeat

Why now
When all of my barriers had come down
why is it that now you run away,
leave me on mined territory
to my predator feelings
to take a feast out of me
for my inhuman ways to show me
I should never had taken a risk
AGAIN
for love.

You'll heal... they say
Broken heart disease doesn't kill
FUCK ALL THAT!
I'm terminal.

I'm disaster zone
I am
The fallen apple left out to rot
I am
It must be me
I'm sure it's me

Such sweet
YOU
My sweet can't have no evil
My angel
My accompanying haunting... ghost

I must be the evil twin
(quoting maku)

You my sweet
My hero
My partner in crime
Be…
Just be.

That soft wind in my face
That light on my path
My..
NO…
NOT MINE…
Still… always a light.

Just promise me one thing…
Not to let yourself to rot
Not to give up
On love
Not to forget
To feel

Hopefully
Someday…
Some shiny april, may, june…
Someshiny any-month-day
(soon)
You’ll fight with me
And let me be your shelter
And let me be your light

And let me be yours